tomorrow

Sometimes, what keeps me awake in the middle of the night is not the fear of the unknown, but the fear that there will be no end to my means.

Right now, I have no idea what path I'm on anymore. I know what I want to study and I know that I decided to focus on the present, but the ever looming future makes it so hard to appreciate what I'm doing in the now. College is tough and life is scary and people are always changing and when you put it all together, you get one big layered cake of despair.

I guess I should do what is right and take life by the small things. Life as a whole can be the most fearsome beast, but it’s the little things that make everything so wonderful and worth it. Take everything in small strides and enjoy yourself, the things you do, and the people around you, and you will surely be fine.

"Winter" always has to hit me at least once during this season. Today is one instance, and I hope it will be the only instance. Contrary to the song above, I promise that I'm not sad. I'm just scared of what tomorrow and the many tomorrows I'll experience throughout my life have in store for me.