Sometimes I find myself thinking about the future and sometimes I try to imagine it without you in it. It's sad and it's bittersweet, but all the same, it makes me happy because it helps me realize how important my feelings for you are right now. I am happy admiring you from here and I will continue to be happy so long as I feel this way for you. Whatever may happen to us in the future doesn't matter, because it's now that counts. And I know that one day when I find myself to be truly happy, I'll look back and I'll smile and I'll be glad to have met you and everyone else that I have and will have met that profoundly changes me and how I see the world. And that feeling will last forever.