I can't be alone. I don't want to be alone. I need other people. It might seem selfish and idiotic for me to say so, but it's just the truth -- I need other people to feel happy. I don't know how to love myself enough to be happy on my own. And I'm not afraid to admit it. I am selfish, I can be cruel, and on some days I really hate myself. But, it's through the warmth of others that I can truly appreciate who I am, what I do, and where I am in life.
And one more realization: I will never fall in love with you. So don't even worry about it. In fact, I probably won't be falling in love again any time soon. The most important part of being able to love someone else is that you love yourself first, and god knows how far away I am from that.
I'm really laying myself out on the table here. It's kind of freaky, but also kind of whatever. I am an open book. Read me, taunt me, do what you please. Come morning, I'll probably facepalm myself for this post, but again, it's whatever. I'll just blush a deep red and move on with my life.
And one more realization: I will never fall in love with you. So don't even worry about it. In fact, I probably won't be falling in love again any time soon. The most important part of being able to love someone else is that you love yourself first, and god knows how far away I am from that.
I'm really laying myself out on the table here. It's kind of freaky, but also kind of whatever. I am an open book. Read me, taunt me, do what you please. Come morning, I'll probably facepalm myself for this post, but again, it's whatever. I'll just blush a deep red and move on with my life.