The more that I think about it, the less it makes sense to be this way. You never change, and I always do. I'm not going to be an emotional crutch -- I don't want to be the one push you to walk forward. I want you to make the choice on your own volition to follow my lead and eventually walk side by side with me. If you can't do that, I shouldn't waste my time.
Right now I feel as if a spell cast on me has been broken.
And in that moment, I swear it was whatever (◡‿◡✿)