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I can't be everyone. I can only be myself. and I need to remember that.
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you left a funny taste in my throat. it's something that i can clearly remember while i drink this odd wine and whiskey mixed drink. it's warm and precious, like the first heartbeat you feel when you realize you love someone. you were my first love. and it's something best left in the past.
(I would have never given it a second thought if it weren't for C reminding me, but here we are.)
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I want to fall in love every single day. fall for the way that your texts wake me up. fall for the way your face looks as you drift to sleep. fall in love with new things, old things, fall in love with the same things over and over again. fell, fall, I am falling, fallen into you, like a leaf into a lake, summer into autumn, sleep into a dream, me and you, you and me, everything that was ever meant to be.
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too lit to go on.