has been
blue sheets
the sticky sweaty taste of goodbye
the soft snores of S and the whirring of his ps3
uncomfortable humidity
kisses in the rain
the smell of the atmosphere seeping into my veins
baekhyun and kyungsoo's crooning voices
revisiting old dreams and giving them life once again
soccer tears
a night of good music and things that might have been
distance tears
S's mom smiling at me
sparklers in the night
a middle finger pointed at me, lighted by the fire
lethargy
anticipation
and a whole lot of missing you