it scares me a little how easily i've let go of the people that i've loved. granted, it never felt easy in the actual process of letting go, but i do find it astounding how emotionally disconnected i feel from them given how intensely i once felt for them.

there are no feelings left for the boy that i gave over a year's worth of love to. not for the girl that i felt so passionately about in brand new ways, either. nor are there any for the band that gave me a purpose to live and a light to follow.