DRAFTED THAT LAST POST, FUCK YOU SELF.
okAY I'M A LIGHTWEIGHT AND I DRANK A STRAIGHT SHOT OF TEQUILA EARLIER AND I'M STILL FEELING THE EFFECTS. but WHAT THE FUCK!! KAT what the fuck are you saying!!! you love this fucking kid. I KNOW you do. because even though sometimes you'll cry yourself to sleep and want to give up, you never will. you CAN'T. he's fucking brilliant and you're never going to stop feeling this way and it's DUMB but it's true goddammitfdkj. and maybe it's fruitless, but there's always a possibility. YOU HAVE TO HOPE. AND YOU HAVE TO FIND THE COURAGE TO TRY TO TURN THINGS AROUND.
UGh just today was a good day and my spirits are back up. maybe I only like him on good days. but everyday is a good day tbh. idk man just be you and let him be him and just DON'T STOP AND DON'T DENY YOURSELF OF STUPID THINGs like feELINGS BECAUSE THOSE ARE THE IMPORTANT THINGS THAT ARE WORTH LIVING FOR!!
LEAVING YOUR EMOTIONS ON THE TABLE IS FINE. JUST DON'T FORGET THEY EXIST.
HUMANS ARE SO COOL.