- I don't like people who take things too seriously.
- I don't like people who hover.
- I don't like people who cannot take a hint.
- I don't like people who cannot take a joke.
- If I don't like you, I won't say it.
- If I don't like you, I won't look you in the eye when I talk to you.
- If I don't like you and you try to worm your way into my life, I will resent you even more.
- If I don't like you and you invade my personal space bubble, a sacred place which I will only let certain people pass, I will hate you. Seriously. I will hate you.
- If I hate you, that's bad news bears. You are in the danger zone, son. Because there is a whole other side to me that will be unleashed. It is not pretty and it does not have any more shame than my more positive demeanor does and you should be scared. Because behind my normally positive demeanor is a huge ball of rage that will fucking tear you apart.
GUESS WHO MANAGED TO PASS EIGHT OUT OF THE NINE POINTS ABOVE? God fucking DAMMIT I'm already stressed out enough by school but this kid, this FUCKING kid makes things so much harder. I fence to relieve myself of stress, but you just bring even more stress to the table. I don't have time to deal with you, and I don't want to have to deal with you because it brings to surface something that I don't want anyone, including myself, to see.
I'm trying so hard to keep this negativity under the floorboards and be nice about your presence, but it's like it just spurs you on. It's not working. And I don't know what to do.
Please. Stay. Away. From. Me.