The thing about lying down in the dark without any distractions at hand is that for me, the day's events always start bubbling up to the surface, and I can't stop myself from thinking about all of the stupid things I said and did that day and all the awesome things I should have said and done and I can't help but mentally beat myself to a pulp for it.
WHY AM I SO EMBARRASSING UHHHG I DON'T PLAN THESE THINGS REALLY
But on a more positive note, it smells like the start of a good semester. Despite my total idiocy...and general lack of awareness.
And on another positive note, the moon is super bright tonight. What a good omen!! I like to keep my window open at all times because I have such a nice view of the sky. There's a lot of moonlight coming in. It feels like a memory. Strange, but familiar. Like you. Like home.
Hey moon, please forget to fall down.